No matter what day of the week it is, what time of the day it is or who is talking to me, three things will always be true. I love Jesus, bacon, and How I Met Your Mother. Despite its propensity for crude humor, its highly sexualized episode topics, or general ridiculousness I believe that it is one of, if not the most practical television shows on air.
For those of you who might not know anything about the show, the premise is that the main character Ted Mosby has sat his kids down and is telling them the story, in excruciatingly minute detail, how he met their mother. He talks many times about how close himself and his future wife come to meeting before they actually do meet and how if they had met prior to when they did that they would not have been married because neither one of them had gone through certain things in life that mentally and emotionally had gotten them ready to meet and fall in love when they did.
Our life is a lot like that. While we may not sit down one day and tell our kids every story pertaining to how we became mentally and emotionally ready to fall in love with our spouse when we did, we will at some point look back at our life and see all of the mountains and valleys we had gone through along the way and see that there are some valleys that if we had not gone though we would not have been ready for other mountains. Some quirks about our personality might not make any sense right now but we will reach spot in a certain job, or a specific city, or with that special some one where everything just clicks and you are able to use hindsight to see 20/20 into why you are that way, why you have that insecurity, why you had to deal with that valley or that sin. As Christians trusting in God gives us incredible boldness and joy to know that the deficiencies that we have, the sins we struggle day in and day out with, the emotional heart ache we go through, or even the monotonous daily tasks we slog through will all be used to purify our character into that of Christs (though we also know we wont reach perfection till Heaven), but more importantly they will be used to bring glory to God and to highlight the beautiful love displayed by Christ on the cross.
So this year trust God. You will go through rough patches, you will struggle with sin, and you will deal with insecurities. We’re human and that is a given. During those struggles though that is the time to look back through the valley you are in and see all of the life and that God has raised up around you. That is the time to reflect on His faithfulness, not just to you but since the dawn of time. And while you reflect on His faithfulness allow that time of reflection, of prayer, of worship to inform your trust as you seek to trust Him daily walking forward.